"I say to myself, 'The Lord is my portion;
therefore I will wait for him'."
I'm still standing. Of course, I am. Over and over I tell myself, "self, you can do this...you just have to think outside the box".
What bargaining chip?
What road not traveled?
What person or group or platform not approached?
What thought not over-thought to death that could be re-thought again?
And then...a reminder.
I know it's hard.
It's impossibly hard.
Just wait. Let Me. Let me.
So hard, Lord. So hard.
I love her so much.
I love her more.
Yes, I mean....I think I do...
I'll try. I will...I'm just...I'm so...
Help me, please...
I'll just wait then?
...but those who wait on the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. Isaiah 40:31