I’m not a good blogger anymore.
That’s how I feel. Like I’ve just given up and life has just taken over. And the reality is, it has. I love to write – it’s very cathartic for me, but I’m not able to get through a day without sliding into bed in the wee hours and starting all over again the next.
Since I last posted, Anton was re-hospitalized due to complications and infection. He is home again, but we are struggling to find our new normal.
Summer is here and all the plans we made are a bit clouded over by the recovery process, which has drained all of us of our excitement.
I leave tomorrow for New York until Friday night and I am longing to sit at St. Patrick's again and have some moments to process and catch my breath.
I hope you can bear with me while I take a “moment”. I miss our talks…